Hmm.. 2.39am.

Can't sleep but i'm working tomorrow at 7am. =(

Dunno y, this song came to my mind.. "Heaven Knows" by Rick Price.

"So tell me where do i start coz it's breaking my heart. Don't wanna let him go.."

"Maybe my love will come back some day.. Only heaven knows. And maybe our hearts will find their way.. Only heaven knows. And all i can do is hope and pray coz heaven knows.."

"My friends keep telling me that if you really love him, you've gotta set him free and if he returns in kind, i'll know he's mine.."

"Why i live in despair coz wide awake or dreaming. I know he's never there and all these time i act so brave. I'm shaking inside. Why does it hurt me so..."

**Yesterday night was an eye opener. I'm glad that we had it. If u just wanna be friends, so be it. Friends. However, deep down in my heart, i've always wanted it to be MORE than what we've had all these years. Takpe, its ok, i totally understand all of it. But hey, reasons are just reasons kan. You can give me 1001 reasons but i do know the real reason behind it. You're just not into me. Easy. Good luck to u and longdistance girl. I'm happy if you are happy.. I'll always be here.. Trying to move on.. Again.

Another hard slap on my face. OUCH.

Farah got a job. A good job. Office dekat rumah, salary masyuk. Congrats babe! Macam biasa, sesiapa antara kami yang dapat kerja or naik pangkat, kena belanja. So, Farah belanja kitaorg g kedai makanan Jepun, ShoGun kat One Utama 2,3 weeks ago. =)



Tadi kitaorg gi RedBox The Curve. Spent 3 hours karaoke-ing. It was FUN FUN FUN! I really need to do something if not, depresi akan melanda. Oh~

**I'm writing this entry while listening to Batman's background music from Warner Bros's official website.

I've just came back from watching DARK NIGHT.



Gosh. I've never watched a single Batman movie u know.. I've NEVER liked Batman. I don't see him sexy at all. To me, he is just a guy who is rich but lonely. Ha ha.

But this time, siap book ticket awal-awal and i was REALLY excited to watch it. Its all because of Heath Ledger. The Joker. I've loved him ever since he was in 10 Things I Hate About You. Let's face it, if you're any sort of pop-culture or movie freak, you're going to see this flick. And you should, just for Ledger. Sadly, he's dead. Ah, sux.

What can i tell you bout this movie? Hurmmm, lemme see......~


BATMAN : Christian Bale is gooooood looking. Tapi dari tepi la.. Kalau dari depan tak hensem sgt. Anywayyyy, to me, he's the best batman. But, whats up with the change of voice? Bila jadi Bruce Wayne, suara cam biasa tapi bila jadi Batman, suara jadi garau semacam. Muahaha! However, his Batman voice is sexy thou.. *imagining him whispering to my ear waking me up in the morning "Good morning sweetheart~" Meremang bulu roma ni hah! HAHA! ;p



JOKER : Heath Ledger is amazing. From the first second he steps on screen you will forget that there is an actor behind the make-up. Heath doesn’t play The Joker, he IS the Joker. You will believe that a psychopath wearing clown makeup is terrorizing a whole city.



HARVEY TWO FACE : In this movie, you can see how Harvey Dent becomes from a hero to a villain. His computer generated make-up is so gruesome and realistic looking.



My Opinion : Twisted, tortured, terrifying and terrific! Watching The Dark Knight is like gazing into a mirror on a waning moon night: chilling and mesmerizing. You can't really predict whats goin to happen next. What Joker will do etc. Its exciting and scary too! Its full of action, suspense, and horror, all thanks to Joker!


ONE WORD : Pure adrenaline.


OH and yes.... watch out... there's a female Joker here in Malaysia.. Erkk!





P/S : Someone shared something with me today.. "Some people are just bastard covered bastards with bastard fillings". Nice huh. SO true, dude.

The answer to the above question is --> I actually don't really know.

BUT

I know deep down i want it but its still blurry. I get nervous and blur each time i face it. Weird but yes, i feel stupid at times. However, whenever i try to let it out, it tends to be 'cut off'. Maybe it was done on purpose just to stop me from goin on and on and on. *sigh*

Do u still want to wait, Sobrina?

The answer is YES.

There's a song from Lenny Kravitz :
"I've been knockin' at your door and as long as I'm livin',I'll be waitin'.. As long as I'm breathin', I'll be there.. Whenever you call me, I'll be waitin'.. Whenever you need me, I'll be there.."



P/S : For those who are wondering, yes, i am single now. Mutual decision. We are still friends thou =) I guess its better this way since we both are not sure on it.

Happy 21st birthday to Shereen's sister, sweet Jamie. You can now own your own car and house! Haha! =)

Yesterday gi lepak-lepak kat Sri Damansara Club ngan my besties setelah lama giler tak berjumpa. As usual, bila berjumpa tu, mesti tiap sorang kena update tentang apa yg sedang berlaku dlm hidup kami.. Its fun to hang out like this. I miss school days where we used to sing in the classroom, gelak-gelak bout jokes from FRIENDS etc. Now, semua dah sibuk dengan hal masing-masing.. Kerja, master.. But none of us are married yet, so still boleh la nak lepak mcm ni, but once dah kahwin, we need to find ways to lepak together.. Anak kena mintak hubby jaga la.. Haha!

After the party, Nalin and Farah ajak lepak tgk the boys(ex-schoolmates) main futsal. Hmm, watching guys wearing shorts and sweating like a pig(opps!) is not so fun la tapi kelakar tengok gelagat diaorg.. We then went to a mapley to have Milo ais and teh o ais. Balek terus tergolek! What a night! =)

Kali ni, i nak citer kat korang sumer pasal my cats! Yeyyy!

Ini Nur Snowy, kucing Parsi kaler putih yang gebu..


Ini pulak Ahmad Fuffy, kucing biasa yang adik i, Yna jumpa kat tengah jalan.. Masa tu dia kecikkk je.. Sekarang dah makin hensem!


Then 2 weeks before pergi Tokyo, kitaorg ada beli seekor kucing Parsi! Hehehe.. Ahmad Cheju namanya..


Pastu pulak, a day after balik Tokyo, kitaorg beli lagi 2 ekor kucing Parsi adik-beradik yang sangat comel.. Ahmad Keiyo (black) dan Ahmad Neiyo (white) nama diberi~



Oh, I love my cats! They are like my lil sis and brother.. Tiap-tiap hari tak sabar nak balik rumah main ngan diaorg.. Ngeeee!!

Damn.. I am having a flu+demam+cough+sore throat since last Sunday until today. So kesian lah diriku ini...... =(

Mula-mula sakit kepala on Thursday.. Had to go back home early dlm kol 2 ptg.. Then, the next day, i had to be 'audited' by one of our Unit Internal Assestment team from Houston. So i had to come to the office gak la.. Org penting la katakan.. Bluekkks~ However, i applied for a half day leave that day sebab mmg nak rest sgt-sgt.. Sabtu berlalu dengan cepatnya.. Ahad pulak tetiba demam! But i don't want to take MCs, tanak la ada bad impression towards the management.. So i keje, keje dan keje sampai la smlm.. Then today, i still can't taste anything. Makan apa pun tak rasa. Lidahku seperti sudah hilang deria rasa. Makan bubur seperti makan bubur yang kosong tanpa garam. Huwaaaaaaaaaaaaa... BUT, the best part is... i've lost about 1kg. Hahaha. Like i've said to Zack, "Kejap je ni turun.. nanti dah sihat naik la balik.. lalala~".. Hahaha!


B4 deria rasa ni semua hilang, hari Rabu lepas i went down to the cafeteria to buy sandwich sebab sgt lapa tapi takde selera.. Tekak nak makan Subway or O'Briens tapi jauh lak nak jalan ke KLCC tu(eventhough 10min dah sampai but still tak larat nk berjalan).. So i guess sandwich kat cafeteria pun ok la kot.. So i went to the sandwich area and showed that adik what i want.. "Leh bagi i sandwich tuna?" sambil pointing ke arah 'tuna' bowl. Then, i go bayar and take the pack up to Level 10 which is where my office is. Punya lah lapar perutku pada saat itu Allah je yang tahu.. So i took a BIG bite of the sandwich tuna.. Nggggappppppp! Tetiba i rasa cam pedas plak. Minum air. Pastu tgk sandwich tu rupanya, its actually CHILLI tuna! I accidentally pointed at the wrong 'tuna'! Huwarghhhhhhhhhhh! Sedihnyeeeeeeee.. Since dah lapar sgt dan dah hilang selera nk makan, maka tuna pedas itu telah diasingkan dan i makan rotinya sajer... Uhuks. Better than nothing la kan... Haih... So dari situ, tekakku bertambah perit, batuk semakin teruk sehingga deria rasa hilang ntah ke mana. Makan apa pun tak rasa apa, rugi je kalo gi makan kat Tony Romas.. Hahahaha! Ni pun i tak makan ape lagi tau, dah nak dekat kol 5, tatau nak makan apa, hanya minum air kosong aje. I'm gonna have a bowling tournament tonight with my collegues but b4 that we're going to have dinner at Naili's place. Hurmmm, ape la yg aku nak makan ni? Uhuks.....


P/S : Dear Encik Rino Irwan, Happy belated 26th birthday.. I knew something was missing these few days.. I tak sihat so terlupa your bday. Hmm.. Sorry yeh.. Nanti senang-senang, datang la rumah, mama pun ask me bout you that day. Jgn tembak orang banyak sgt ye encik polis. Hehehe.

I hate mat rempits.

I hate those losers who likes to speed and buat corner baring kat tgh-tgh bandar KL. Ape ko ingat ni race track ke?!?!?

Hari ni ada satu stupid mat rempit yang berlagak cam siol dok bising-bising tekan horn. I was just trying to elak from this stupid bas(yup, bus drivers pun ada byk yg bangang juga ye), yang dia dok speed tu apehal? Kalo terlanggar nanti camne? Mengade-ngade tekan hon konon nak tunjuk marah la tu, pastu dok himpit-himpit kete kat belah driver seat. I just buat tatau je, mampos ko ah. Ko horn aku? Aku horn ko balik ah!! Pastu, dia cam bengang sebab kene horn, sambil speed tu dok pandang-pandang belakang like saying,"apa, cari gadoh ke?". Sumtin like that la. Dia slowkan moto buruk dia cam nak cari gadow la.. Oh puh-leeezee... I pun sengaja je slow down kan kete kasi dia bengang coz i know he can't stop his ugly motorbike and wait for me right in front of the busy road kan? Wakakaka!! Stupid rempit.



P/S: However, i looooooove to see those guys yang ride big bikes sambil pakai helmet dan jaket. Slalu nampak kat highway je.. Fuhh, macho seh! Tapi diaorg ni nampak je macho but once they open their helmet, takde la hensem pun. Uhuks. Takpe, moto diaorg cool. I loikkkeeee! Dear, u tanak beli moto besar mcm Hayabusa tu ke? Leh u dtg jumpa i tiap-tiap hari. Vroooooom!! :p